My.G.Life! (My Graduate Life!)

Don'​t know about you guys, but there is nothing worse than going to the job fair and seeing the undergrad kid who barely passed the course while you were his TA has graduated and is in a suit and tie recruiting new people for his company. I had to stay 30 minutes in line to submit my resume to him. OMGL.....

1.I wake up ... take a shower ... with soap
2.I reach a classroom (I am always late but that'​s on purpose)
3.I see her and think that someday I would say to her what I have only been able to say in my dreams
4.I do some stuff (hw, assignment)
5.I look for job
6.The soul in me cries out .... Looser !!!!
7.Maybe one day I will be able to forgive myself .... until then.... I will have work my backwards.

LOOSER LOOSER LOOSER !!!

Last weekend I went to my old high school reunion. Everyone there had something to brag about - BMW, house, marriage, babies, dream jobs, etc. The most awesome thing I could think of was that I got best TA award and finally passed my quals. MyGLife!

A grad student'​s home away from home, LEAVEY LIBRARY

Today I wasn'​t able to connect to the Internet. I restarted my computer, my cable modem, and the router several times, but nothing happened. I almost cried cause I had to finish my paper. I went to my roommate to ask for help. It took him 20 seconds to notice the wireless switch on my laptop was off!
I am getting my PhD in computer science. He is a club promoter. Oh MGL!

It'​s almost 11pm. I'​ve been unproductive since about 7pm but I can'​t seem to muster the strength to leave and am, in fact, falling asleep in front of the computer after a rather large dinner of leftovers.

I'​m 24, it'​s a Friday night, wow THIS G LIFE.

My PI'​s the only person I see regularly over the course of the week. This is normal, right?

Is it possible to survive on $1000 per month for three months when rent+utilities=$820 per month?

;​_;​

I have two papers and one presentation due on the day after Valentine'​s day. I mean why people are not mindful when they set the deadlines in my department? I'​m 4th year PhD student, and I'​m single!

Sometimes I secretly read the profile page of the girls who dumped or rejected me in the last five years on Facebook. Some of them look much b...er than how they did a few years go. Some of them got fat and not hot anymore. The rest have a pic with a random dude which (to their credit) looks much better than me. I know this is kinda bitter, but in most cases, I feel like I wanna hug them and tell them thank you so much for rejecting me... What if we ended up with each other?